Hellooo! I'm the webmaster of this site and the creature behind J00D_3UG (but not to be confused with Jude the character!), and you've happened upon the page where I attempt to talk about myself.

I'm always trying to explore what the hell I am in terms of identity. I find I am prone to change a lot over time, as I learn new information, or situationally - depending on the environment around me.

I find the topics of gender and sexuality very difficult to put into words as I feel there's a lot of nuance to them both, so it's tricky for me to categorise how I experience them. For now at least, I have mostly settled on describing myself as a transgender man (kinda?) who is polyamorous and experiences graypansexual, graypanromantic and queerplatonic attraction. I would also consider myself to be somewhere on the fictosexual spectrum. I prefer to use he/him pronouns.

I'm also very much on the autism spectrum. I tend to mask since I've taught to as long as I can remember (I was diagnosed really young lol), but I believe I do it very poorly LMFAO. I experience rare but very intense and long-lasting special interests that can range across vast types of media and the characters within them, as well as objects and/or products, natural phenomena, data, and living things, including people. My special interests can greatly alter my worldview and identity.





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THINGS I LIKE


VIDEOGAMES


  • Tamagotchi

    Specifically the connection series and vintage models. I'm not fussed by modern ones. I think my favourite tamagotchi are Mametchi, Violetchi, Memetchi, Kuchipatchi, Makiko, Kunoitchi, Ginjirotchi and Kuromametchi (i think he's my number one favourite actually), but I like a LOT of them. My favourite models are the V4.5, V5.5 and V6. I miss u so much tamatown...
  • Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky

    This game is very special to me. The ending to Igglybuff the Prodigy made me cry harder than the ending to the main plot. I'm a future trio shipper.
  • OMORI

    Was late to the party (2023) but it's had me in a vice grip since I played it.
  • UNDERTALE & DELTARUNE

    OG Undertale fan, still a very special game to me. I'm normal about Sans Undertale. #sanssweep
  • Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc

    Incredibly late to the party!! I'm currently playing through the series and just finished this one. I really thoroughly enjoyed it. It will prolly get a page of its own at some point. I ship so many of the characters together LMAO
  • The Sims 3

    Don't ask me how many hours I have in this.
  • Needy Streamer Overload

    It's great, I highly reccommend it.
  • Roblox

    a good laugh with friends XD
  • VRChat

    Same as above, however I very rarely play it.
  • Minecraft

    I used to play it way more but the Minecraft Movie got me back into playing it occasionally. I've still never beat the Ender Dragon though.
  • ENA: Dream BBQ

    Hilarious! Love how this was executed, it emulates the web series so well. Very dreamlike and surreal!
  • Mouthwashing

    Brilliant critique on capitalism, highly reccommend.
  • Dead Plate

    Very interesting short psych horror with fun metaphors.
  • Doki Doki Literature Club

    I need to replay it again, another iconic psych horror game.
  • Psychopomp

    Really interesting surreal psych horror!
  • Yume Nikki

    You can prolly see a theme here. XD I love surreal/dreamlike psych horror and just psych horror in general.
  • Five Nights At Freddy's

    The first three games are the most nostalgic for me but it has been fun following the franchise even though I'm less interested in the newer games.
  • Neko Atsume

    I don't play this very often but when I remember it exists i'll play it! I love Sassy Fran & Tubbs.
  • Tamagotchi Connection: Corner Shop 3

    I know I already put Tamagotchi on this list but I feel this DS game is kinda seperate from the actual virtual pets so it gets its own entry. Incredibly nostalgic game for me! I only played this one though so idk what the two games before it are like.
  • Cooking Mama 2: Dinner with Friends

    An iconic and nostalgic DS game, 10/10.
  • Vibribbon

    I've only ever emulated this but it's so cute! I think the songs are kinda charming in all their broken english glory.
  • Kirby's Epic Yarn

    Actually the only Kirby game I've played! I need to play more Kirby games.


ANIME & MANGA


  • Death Note

    My first anime that I watched all the way through! (Well, aside from the Relights, i haven't watched those) Very very nostalgic. L is girlypop.
  • My Hero Academia

    VERY late to the party for this one but after the manga concluded I figured it was about time I read or watched it, so me and my partner watched the anime together and I enjoyed it a lot. I ship a LOT of characters.
  • Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt

    Hilarious. I'm excited for season 2 but also kinda nervous because 2010 was a very different time to nowadays!!
  • Go for It, Nakamura!

    Really cute BL comedy!! Highly reccommend.
  • Clannad

    on the list purely because it was the very first anime I ever watched. I don't think I quite finished it so maybe I'll rewatch it someday because my memory of it is very fuzzy.
  • Tokyo Mew Mew

    Funny story (and a reoccuring one): I read a big chunk of the manga for this from my school's library way back when because they had a manga section. Needs re-reading or re-watching - I remember seeing some of the dubbed anime but I remember like 4kids didn't finish it? Because of how much the script got altered in the dub, I didn't continue with the subbed version.)
  • Ouran High School Host Club

    I READ THIS ONE FROM THE SCHOOL LIBRARY TOO HAHA. I don't think I read it entirely through though because I think they didn't have all the volumes?? and I haven't watched the anime properly aside from like one episode.
  • Popee The Performer

    It technically counts as anime even tho it's CGI right??? The whole show is a fever dream to me but I like Popee and Kedamono. Weird af kids show.

WEB SERIES


  • ENA

    Love it! I am a big fan of surreal comedy and I love the dreamlike and old web feel to it that ENA has. Very fun series.
  • Pink Bitch Club

    I love Vivinos' works! My first time seeing their work was their Suki Suki Daisuki video and then found Pink Bitch Club from there.
  • Alien Stage

    Not the best at keeping up with any updates LOL but I do enjoy it, I feel like I should be more invested than I am.
  • Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

    What's your favorite idea? Mine is being creative. How do you get the idea? I just try to think creatively! Now- *is hit by a brick*

FILMS


  • Corpse Bride

    Stop motion is really interesting to me, I love it and I love this film.
  • Chicken Run

    Again, stop motion. I grew up with this film so it's special to me.
  • Coraline

    More stop motion. I think this film's storytelling and visual artistry is thoroughly beautiful and I wish that I could have watched it through fully sooner than I did.
  • Shrek 1 & 2

    S tier, Shrek 2 is the ultimate sequel. I also find earlier CGI really charming and also how it contributed to paving the way for future 3D films.
  • Wallace & Gromit (all of them)

    Once again, stop motion my absolute beloved. I haven't watched the most recent one yet actually! I was going to try and decide on a favourite but I just can't.
  • Toy Story (1, 2 & 3 only)

    Grew up with Toy Story so is definitely a favourite. I HATED Toy Story 4, mind you, and I think the lens I viewed the antagonist through made me feel very upset at the way the plot was resolved.
  • Mean Girls

    What's your favorite idea? Mine is being creative. How do you get the idea? I just try to think creatively! Now- *is hit by a brick*
  • Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer and the Island of Misfit Toys

    God-awful CGI but I need you to understand that this was my first major hyperfixation - this film had me in a death grip and I used to draw Rudolph daily and and all year-round. Funnily enough though, I've never watched "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer: The Movie".

OTHER THINGS


  • Sanrio Characters

    I haven't watched or played much Sanrio shows / games, but I love the characters. I especially like Kuromi and My Melody!
  • Gloomy Bear

    Same as above, love this critter. I love the ACDC RAG collab.
  • Menhera Chan

    Also has an amazing ACDC RAG collab. Love this satire fucked up magical girl.
  • Nyan Cat

    it's Nyan Cat!! I have really old fuzzy memories of playing Nyan Cat: Lost In Space on my really crappy smartphone I had way back.
  • Vocaloid

    I'm doing a seperate section for music but I figured this can go here too. My favourite Vocaloids are Miku, Rin, Len, v flower, Gumi and Teto.

It's very very likely I've forgotten something, so I may add to this list in the future!! :D


I have spent a very long time teaching myself how to draw. I create digital and traditional art, albeit the latter less frequently. I prefer working digitally because it allows me to polish my work more than I would be able to traditionally.

I put a lot of care into my art - however, it also means that the time I spend on each drawing tends to be longer and subsequently the volume of drawings I make is lower than I would like it to be. I'm very particular about my work and this can make the task of starting and completing things very difficult. I can get burnt out very easily and will frequently go through periods of art block, especially if I've created a lot of work in a relatively short period of time.

I have a few OCs and they mean a lot to me and are a huge source of comfort. Jude, who I use as a mascot (not a sona, mind you) and reference to in my social media handles, was the first of them (I made him around 2014-15 approx.) and has been through a few iterations to get to his current design. Tyler was made in January 2024, but went through a major retcon starting in June the same year to be what he is now. Finally, of my finished OCs at least, Aster was made in a picrew in July 2024 but was fleshed out and finalised starting in late January 2025. I also have a few more characters in the works, such as Bea. As you can see, my OCs do take a long while to get finished and I'm very picky about them because, for me, getting attached to characters is a bit of a roulette (this goes for fictional characters in general too, not just my OCs!) and it can be hard to pin down exactly what aspects I want to give to a character and why, or what story I want to tell with them. It takes time to get them just right but once I get there it's very much worth it!

I haven't decided what song to put here yet lmfao


MUSIC ARTISTS I LIKE


  • Halley Labs (Formerly LapFox Trax and VULPvibe Records)

    em is amazing. The diverse range of music and genres they are able to create across the many aliases under their Halley Labs "label" is honestly mindblowing. They also have a website which I highly reccommend checking out as well as their Bandcamp! Some of my favourite aliases are BANDETTO, Emoticon, KITCALIBER, Kitsune2, Klippa, Mayhem, NegaRen, Renard, Rotteen, RQ, The Queenstons, The Quick Brown Fox and Truxton, as well as the now retired alias Jackal Queenston.
  • The Living Tombstone

    My beloved autism music.... I've listened for YEARS and I actually discovered Halley Labs through TLT's remix of "What You Do" and "Atomizer", and Studio Killers through the "Jenny" remix! All the FNAF songs are bangers, I also love "My Ordinary Life", "Cut the Cord", "ECHO" remix, "Discord" and "Quartermaster". For albums, I'm still obsessed with "zero-one" and absolutely love EVERY song on it so I'll save myself from listing them all individually because I can't pick a favourite XD. I have yet to give "Rust" a listen!
  • Femtanyl

    YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!11!!11!!1111 My favourite song is all of them. But especially "GIRL HELL 1999", KATAMARI", "P3T", "PUSH UR T3MPRR" and "AND IM GONE".
  • Lady Gaga

    "The Fame Monster" is everything to me, I grew up listening to it like almost every day, so this era of her music is my favourite. I can't pick a favourite song this time.
  • Jazmin Bean

    I've been a huge fan since their debut EP, "Worldwide Torture". Their 2024 album "Traumatic Livelihood" is a beautiful and powerful album and it helped carry me through a lot. I am thoroughly thankful for its existence. I love how their musical direction has shifted and evolved over time.
  • Machine Girl

    I loooooove the album "...Because I'm Young Arrogant and Hate Everything You Stand For". I think my favourite tracks from that album alone are "Fuck Up Your Face", "Dumbass!!", "Vomit" and of course "Uzumaki". As for other songs, "Grindhouse" and "Congratulations" have been really stuck in my head as of late.
  • Mars Argo

    I love Mars Argo's music so much, I'm so glad she's still making music. My favourites are "I Can Only Be Me", "Using You", "Runaway Runaway", "Beauty Is Empty", "Everything Turns To Gold", "Love In Black and White", "Mrs. Stadler", "A-Okay", "Wet Cigarette", "Be Easy" and "don't call me".
  • Tally Hall & Miracle Musical

    I love Tally Hall!!!!!!!!! My introduction to them was "Turn the Lights Off", which is still one of my favourites, along with "Ruler of Everything", "The Bidding", "Hidden in the Sand", "Cannibal", and "&". As for Miracle Musical, CHEF'S KISS BTW, "Labyrinth", "The Mind Electric" (I also love "Demo 4"), "Isle Unto Thyself", "Time Machine", "Stranded Lullaby", "Dream Sweet in Sea Major" and "Variations on a Cloud" are my favourites.
  • Studio Killers

    My favourites are "Jenny", "Eros and Apollo" and "Ode to the Bouncer"
  • Mystery Skulls

    My favourites are "Ghost", "Hellbent", "Paralyzed" and "Freaking Out".
  • Mother Mother

    So good. My favourites are "Hayloft, "Oleander" (probably my most favourite), "Arms Tonite" and "Problems".
  • Will Wood

    Will Wood is a beautiful artist and I love a lot of his songs. From "In case I make it,", my favourites are "The Main Character" and (very much so) "Against the Kitchen Floor". And, from "The Normal Album", my favourites are "2econd 2ight 2eer", "Laplace's Angel", "I/Me/Myself" and (also very much so) "Love, Me Normally".
  • Lemon Demon

    I love Neil Cicierega's music. From "View-Monster", my favourites are "Bill Watterson" and "Modify". From "Spirit Phone", my favourites are Lifetime Achievement Award", "Touch-Tone Telephone", "Cabinet Man", "Sweet Bod", "Soft Fuzzy Man", "Spiral of Ants" and "Redesign Your Logo".
  • Cavetown

    I love "Devil Town", "Lemon Boy", "Boys Will Be Bugs", "Hug All Ur Friends", "Home", "Meteor Shower" and "Talk to Me".
  • bo en

    Can't believe I forgot to add bo en. I discovered him through OMORI's 2014 trailer, which I proceeded to entirely forget about until the game was released and then still didn't play it for a long time - but not bo en's music. I used to listen to "pale machine" (album) a lot, with "every day", "my time" and "pale machine" itself being my favourite songs on the album. I also really like "sometimes" and "pale machine 2" as a whole.
  • Jack Stauber

    I love his videos, especially ones that utilise stop-motion as I love things that are made this way. As for music though, may favourites are "Buttercup", which was how I got introduced to his work, as well as "Two Time", "The Ballad of Hamantha", "Baby Hotline", "Cupid", "Doctor", "Choice" and "Coffee".
  • sorry stacy

    sorry stacy is CRIMINALLY underrated and I found her purely by chance and I love "B4RBI3.MP3" and the visuals its video has. I also love "ME AND MARYLAND".
  • ABBA

    My favourites are "Chiquitita", "Super Trouper", "SOS", "Lay All Your love On Me" and "The Winner Takes It All".
  • Perfume

    I love Perfume!! My faves are "Electro World" and "Perfume".
  • Vocaloid

    Okay this is a huge umbrella ofc so I am condensing this down because I like a LOT of vocaloid songs and artists so we would be here a while just listing all of them if I didn't HEHE. Though, I will be giving some of my favourite vocaloid producers their own sections. My favourite Vocaloids are Miku, Rin, Len, v flower, Gumi and Teto. Some of my favourite songs are "Confessions of a Rotten Girl", "Mesmerizer", "World Is Mine", "Rollin' Girl", "Lost One's Weeping", "Copycat", "Fear Garden", "Tonchinkan Feast", "Electric Angel", "LUVORATORRRRRY!", "ECHO", "KARMA", "MONSTER" and prolly a tonne more i forgot LOL
  • MARETU

    Lots of bangers from MARETU with a lot of dark and disturbing themes! Some of my favourite songs are "Mind Brand", "Brain Revolution Girl", "Magical Doctor", "SIU" and "Coin Locker Baby".
  • Kikuo

    Incredibly masterful and unique masterful music again with a lot of dark themes! I like "Aishite Aishite Aishite", "Gomenne Gomenne", "Kimi wa Dekinai Ko","Kara Kara Kara no Kara" and "Hikari yo".
  • Creep-P

    I love both their Vocaloid and non-Vocaloid songs! I love "Bop It", as well as "HYPERDONTIA" and "NOVOCAINE" which were made alongside GHOST, and "KARMA" which was written alongside Circus-P.
  • GHOST and Pals

    More absolutely class Vocaloid bangers! My favourites are "Candle Queen", "HOUSEWIFE RADIO", "ROTARY DIAL", "Happy Days", "Appetite of a People-Pleaser" and "Honey I'm Home".

It's very very likely I've forgotten something, so I may add to this list in the future!! :D


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